and fly high, so high.

|Thursday, August 18, 2005|

wewt.

It was Jon`s birthday on Monday. Went to Jonathan`s house and had a lot of fun. Everyone was there, and it was great. Even Ben and Darice! So it was just great. Jon liked his present I think. We ended up not going to Raging Waters because of ride complications. It`s okay though; we still had fun.

And yesterday Jon and I went to the school to try to change our schedules, but we weren`t able to and had to come early on P-Days in order to do that. Jeez. Then we stopped by Jonathan`s and brought Jonathan, Steven, and Tiffany along for lunch at this pot pie place. Potato salad was really good, but I thought that KFC chicken pot pies were still the best. (=

Around 1AM this morning while we were talking on the phone, Jon guessed correctly that I liked him... after so many hints. Haha he`s so slow. I wasn`t supposed to tell him via phone, but he guessed correctly and if I told him that it was wrong, that`d be giving the wrong message, wouldn`t it? So yeah. We`re official now. Same date as John and Crystal; I guess double dating for anniversaries is an option now, isn`t it? However, I think just double dating for fun would be a better idea, since anniversaries are different like that. I think this relationship would work out since we`ve known each other for about 2 years now and I think that he understands me quite well. My friends are approving him too haha, so I guess that`s a good sign?

Onto other things now; I`ve recently joined a Hyde forum that makes me feel so welcome. I love it. I can download all the L'Arc/Hyde music videos I want, and they`re lagging my computer so badly. But I`m enjoying it, and if this is how my summer is going to consist of, I`ll accept it.

I made layouts; I`m so happy. First, blogger, then xanga, and just yesterday, myspace. This is to make up to the fact that I didn`t make AP Bio. I guess it`s being harsh on myself, but then again, it`s fun to make layouts and I`m bored. So I guess I`m also being easy on myself. Roffle.

Now for school related things: I got my summer school report card (A- first semester; A second semester) and my STAR results. I got pretty bad, but I guess as long as they`re in the "Advanced" area, I`m not too bummed about it. I feel that I`ve been dumbing down; seriously. Shit I hate being lower than others. -.-

|Saturday, August 13, 2005|

suxorz.

Damn I didn`t make AP Bio. Pisses me off; and it`s hard to believe that I got a D on that test. I`ll ask the Head of Science staff members whether I can see my test on August 17th. If not, then I`ll just have to switch Peer Counseling to Computer Science Java Honors. I took that class out because I thought that I`d make AP Bio and things would be a lot easier on me. Hope they`ll allow me to change it.

Well now that summer school has ended, things are much less stressful now. I`m happier too; no annoying people to piss me off. Nowadays I just chill at home, which isn`t such a bad thing afterall. Just that I`d get bored at times. I even got half-way through Memoirs of a Geisha! It`s a pretty good book; not dull. Speaking of Japanese, my interest in Japanese movies has increased. Moon Child was a really great movie. Watched it like 4 times now. Loved Hyde`s character in there. Even my sister idolizes him now because of that movie. Gackt`s character was likable until the end when he got depressed. Also ordered Last Quarter of the Moon yesterday. Omg Chiyaki and Hyde! How perfect is that? Hope it doesn`t dissapoint me.

Turned out that Vanessa, Henry and I didn`t go to TGIF`s due to some complications. Hmm oh wells. I got to finish American McGee`s Alice thanks to the "god mode" cheat haha. Well I was more interested in the story anyways, which turned out to be good. I`ll play the game without cheats when I`m bored enough. (=

I miss my mom. She`s coming back a little more than a week from now. I`ll show her the Hyde movies and maybe she`ll like him too haha. Rather than her little F4 guys. I also miss Tiffo. She went to Taiwan and Japan. Damn I want to go to Japan; want to see L'Arc in their Awake concert.

Jon`s birthday is coming up. He`s turning 16! I`m so excited for him. His first birthday celebration, and he doesn`t know what to do. Well we`ll have fun. The day after his birthday, we`re going to Raging Waters. But as of the moment, we don`t know about rides. Hopefully we`ll be able to get the two that we need.

|Wednesday, August 03, 2005|

newb.

Yeah... that`s what I am in this thing. Won`t ever become pro on it like xanga, but I guess it just takes time. Well let`s begin recording my life, shall we?

Today... my hair got messed up by my friends. Damn it took hours for me trying to straighten it without an actual hair straightener. Hmm but it`s okay, I guess. First time I hung around after school with my buddies for a long time, so I missed them. Then went to Tap. Ex. with Vanessa, who rox0rz my box0rz haha. Then we went to her house to watch Minority Report. Good movie... but my mom came to pick me up before we could finish it. So it`ll be continued on Friday, along with my first viewing of Pirates of the Caribbean. Hopefully we can go to TGIF`s to eat steak with Henry afterwards.

Okay, now to record why I picked "shytide" as my user name: it`s an anagram of a word that relates to my current... interest of Hyde. And... I never understood how and where did "Hydeist" come from, but that`s another word that relates to him. Thus the title of the site: what`s in a word? Hydeist. Just a clue, in which I have exposed the answer to in this blog. How smart of me, no? As for the layout, I will admit that I took the general CSS off blogskins.com, but I had to edit a huge part of it so that everything would be automated, unlike the skin, which had everything manual. I also took this sexy picture of Hyde and fit it onto my site. Lots of moving around, and yup, I`m proud to say that I`ve pretty much made this thing. pwned!

P.S. Please, please, please stop asking me for homework help. It`s driving me insane. This is the reason why I`ve been acting like a total bitch lately.