and fly high, so high.

|Saturday, December 24, 2005|

catchup.

Two months have got to be the longest I`ve ever kept away from a blog.

Well, today`s X`mas eve, which I do not celebrate. However, I recieved presents from friends, and out of courtesy and thought, I returned the favor. So many people got me Gir stuff. Gir`s cute.

Winter break has officially started.
And I spent the first day watching Memoirs of a Geisha.
Unfortunately, I felt nauseous during the film, and had to step out several times, therefore missing most of the movie.
Ran into Crystal and John, on their date, and surprisingly, Mr. Schultz in the arcade.

Speaking of track, I made the team!
Just barely, though.
This means training during the break.
Wow the motivation needs to be strong...

Six piercings total, during the past few months. AND a haircut not unlike Miyavi`s. I`m feeling nauseous again. Need to get to bed, anyways. I guess the popcorn song from Tiffo has to wait, then. I`ll definitely change the background, if not the layout to this blog during the break. I find this layout efficient, though. And I`m changing the background not cause my love for Hyde has expired; it`s cause he looks so much hotter in so many other pictures that I`ve discovered a while back.

And yes, Jon and I are still going strong. Four months now, woot. He`s amazing (:
Most of the time.

|Saturday, October 29, 2005|

teh shiet.

So we`re not going to Japan for the winter.
But this means a higher chance that I`m getting my ipod mini for x`mas/birthday.
Thanks a lot, winter air travel prices.

Knott`s Scary Farm was che bomb.
And Homecoming was teh shiet.
Camera whoring to the max0rz, that weekend<3

Yesterday`s moment:
When Ben used physics to help send the duct tape gogo ball smack into my forehead.
BOOM HEADSHOT!!

Jon gave me a rose for our 2nd monther.
Wow, that`s something (:

|Sunday, October 02, 2005|

d00m.

School is annoying; I can`t transfer out of Dooley, and I`m already getting a B+ in Chemistry Honors. People have been telling me that I`ve gotten fatter, even though I`m running my ass off in Track. I`ve also been getting the dreaded pimples. It`s all just karma from the times I`d tease people about theirs a long time ago... karma`s a bitch.

So, Jon and I still haven`t been on our second date. This is reminding me of the Jeff times when he didn`t want to go out on dates and it turned out that he never really was interested in the relationship. I hope this one doesn`t turn out that way. However, we alreadyちゅう-ed; lol people said that`s cute? Speaking of Jeff, I`ve talked to him recently (online, of course) and he encouraged me to get what I want (cartilage piercing on my right ear). He`s just nice like that, and guess what? I got them!! It didn`t hurt all that badly, and I like them very much.

I. Am. Going. To. Homecoming. With. Jon. Wewt. Well, he didn`t ask me in person yet, and I don`t count asking on the phone. I`m just saying that my parents allow me to go. Hooray [does victory-dance] And the day before Homecoming, I`ll be at Knott`s Scary Farm with Tiffo and Darice. I`m looking forward to that weekend (: Our Japan trip during Winter Break hasn`t been confirmed yet by Tiffo, even though Darice and I have been confirmed already. I hope she can get confirmed soon so that our tickets would be cheaper when we buy them.

I`ve just thought how much I want an ipod. Not the nano, but a mini. I know it`s something I actually want, cause I`ve been yearning for it for over half a year already. My Zen Jukebox is too huge to carry around conveniently, and I have like 36GB left to fill (it has 40GB total), which I don`t see me doing anytime soon. A nice 6GB mini would suit me, and be easy to carry around. I think I`ll save for that, or ask for it on my birthday. However, I have doubts, since if I`m going to Japan during Winter Break, that`s already going to be around US$1000. A pricey X`Mas present that would most likely count for my birthday as well (damn the holidays for being so close).

|Friday, September 02, 2005|

troubles.

How can so much happen in a day? Well it was kind of two days, but 2AM counts as today. Yesterday was fun; I went to meet up with Vanessa on my bike (on the way I stopped by Jon`s and lent him BR2; he was happy) and rode back to my house. Darice was there already. Then we left to Tiffo`s (all the way in South Pasadena :o) where her mom brought us to Old Town Pasadena. Tiffo gave me my L'Arc/Hyde CDs. I`m happy (= We walked around Old Town and had a really big dinner at a Japanese restaraunt then to a gelato/sorbet shop. The blueberry sorbet was delicious. Then back to my house, where we watched Zoolander. Vanessa left around 11PM and so we chilled for a bit prior to our sleepover.

Then here`s where the day starts going downhill. Around 2AM Vanessa calls and she`s in quite an emergency; she got stabbed by a razor deep into her leg, and since her parents weren`t home, she had no way of getting to the hospital or calling 911 (you know the whole "signing papers" crap; gawd) so we helped her through the situation by telling her how to slow the bleeding down (it wouldn`t slow down) and told her to relax after that. She cleaned the wound, of course. So now I`m extremely worried; her parents are supposed to return at noon today, so I`m guessing that they`re at the hospital at the moment. Gawd I hope she`s alright ><

We woke up at about 10AM, then after some talking, walked to Baskin Robins for some ice cream. I finally got the Bumble Buzz flavor! It was great<3 Then we walked home and went to the mall to watch The Brothers Grimm and 40-Year-Old Virgin. They were both okay movies. Then got home thanks to Tiffo`s mom, then they left.

And where the other crappy part comes in: my mom calls telling me to tell my dad to drink his cleanser and eat dinner. I tell him that, and he gives me a fucking attitude saying how I don`t care about family. Shiet what the fuck?? I got extremely upset, and email my mom about this. Hope she reads it soon, cause it pisses me off how my dad just assumes things about me when he doesn`t even know the entire story. While writing the email, I just brokedown completely; first time I cried in 6 months. Made me hate him even more for making me cry for the first time in so long. What a bastard; I hate the males in my family. Even my brother, who came into my room asking whether my friends left, then acting "sad" cause he thinks that they were his friends too and he wanted to "play" with them. He`s such a fucking perv I hate that bastard.

Afterwards, I tried calling Vanessa to see whether everything was okay. She didn`t pick up, so I`m hoping that she`s at the hospital getting treated. I`m seriously worried about her. Called Jon, and I told him about Vanessa. He told me that things should turn out okay, but he had to go cause he needed to go somewhere. And just now, my mom`s acting up to me, even though I didn`t do jack. I think my dad said something to her, that bastard. A good day turned bad, seriously. My dad ruins everything.

In other irrelevant things, just to try to keep this blog in okay shape, I`ve made a MSN space. I like it way better than Myspace. Speaking of which, this guy from Myspace keeps annoying me by IMing me for no apparent reason. But recently he`s stopped after I mentioned having to go to Jon and my first date. It was at Souplantation. Was very short, but I`m alright with it. Ugh can`t help but worry as of the moment; I feel like a party pooper. I feel like sleeping. I feel whore-ibble )=

|Thursday, August 18, 2005|

wewt.

It was Jon`s birthday on Monday. Went to Jonathan`s house and had a lot of fun. Everyone was there, and it was great. Even Ben and Darice! So it was just great. Jon liked his present I think. We ended up not going to Raging Waters because of ride complications. It`s okay though; we still had fun.

And yesterday Jon and I went to the school to try to change our schedules, but we weren`t able to and had to come early on P-Days in order to do that. Jeez. Then we stopped by Jonathan`s and brought Jonathan, Steven, and Tiffany along for lunch at this pot pie place. Potato salad was really good, but I thought that KFC chicken pot pies were still the best. (=

Around 1AM this morning while we were talking on the phone, Jon guessed correctly that I liked him... after so many hints. Haha he`s so slow. I wasn`t supposed to tell him via phone, but he guessed correctly and if I told him that it was wrong, that`d be giving the wrong message, wouldn`t it? So yeah. We`re official now. Same date as John and Crystal; I guess double dating for anniversaries is an option now, isn`t it? However, I think just double dating for fun would be a better idea, since anniversaries are different like that. I think this relationship would work out since we`ve known each other for about 2 years now and I think that he understands me quite well. My friends are approving him too haha, so I guess that`s a good sign?

Onto other things now; I`ve recently joined a Hyde forum that makes me feel so welcome. I love it. I can download all the L'Arc/Hyde music videos I want, and they`re lagging my computer so badly. But I`m enjoying it, and if this is how my summer is going to consist of, I`ll accept it.

I made layouts; I`m so happy. First, blogger, then xanga, and just yesterday, myspace. This is to make up to the fact that I didn`t make AP Bio. I guess it`s being harsh on myself, but then again, it`s fun to make layouts and I`m bored. So I guess I`m also being easy on myself. Roffle.

Now for school related things: I got my summer school report card (A- first semester; A second semester) and my STAR results. I got pretty bad, but I guess as long as they`re in the "Advanced" area, I`m not too bummed about it. I feel that I`ve been dumbing down; seriously. Shit I hate being lower than others. -.-

|Saturday, August 13, 2005|

suxorz.

Damn I didn`t make AP Bio. Pisses me off; and it`s hard to believe that I got a D on that test. I`ll ask the Head of Science staff members whether I can see my test on August 17th. If not, then I`ll just have to switch Peer Counseling to Computer Science Java Honors. I took that class out because I thought that I`d make AP Bio and things would be a lot easier on me. Hope they`ll allow me to change it.

Well now that summer school has ended, things are much less stressful now. I`m happier too; no annoying people to piss me off. Nowadays I just chill at home, which isn`t such a bad thing afterall. Just that I`d get bored at times. I even got half-way through Memoirs of a Geisha! It`s a pretty good book; not dull. Speaking of Japanese, my interest in Japanese movies has increased. Moon Child was a really great movie. Watched it like 4 times now. Loved Hyde`s character in there. Even my sister idolizes him now because of that movie. Gackt`s character was likable until the end when he got depressed. Also ordered Last Quarter of the Moon yesterday. Omg Chiyaki and Hyde! How perfect is that? Hope it doesn`t dissapoint me.

Turned out that Vanessa, Henry and I didn`t go to TGIF`s due to some complications. Hmm oh wells. I got to finish American McGee`s Alice thanks to the "god mode" cheat haha. Well I was more interested in the story anyways, which turned out to be good. I`ll play the game without cheats when I`m bored enough. (=

I miss my mom. She`s coming back a little more than a week from now. I`ll show her the Hyde movies and maybe she`ll like him too haha. Rather than her little F4 guys. I also miss Tiffo. She went to Taiwan and Japan. Damn I want to go to Japan; want to see L'Arc in their Awake concert.

Jon`s birthday is coming up. He`s turning 16! I`m so excited for him. His first birthday celebration, and he doesn`t know what to do. Well we`ll have fun. The day after his birthday, we`re going to Raging Waters. But as of the moment, we don`t know about rides. Hopefully we`ll be able to get the two that we need.

|Wednesday, August 03, 2005|

newb.

Yeah... that`s what I am in this thing. Won`t ever become pro on it like xanga, but I guess it just takes time. Well let`s begin recording my life, shall we?

Today... my hair got messed up by my friends. Damn it took hours for me trying to straighten it without an actual hair straightener. Hmm but it`s okay, I guess. First time I hung around after school with my buddies for a long time, so I missed them. Then went to Tap. Ex. with Vanessa, who rox0rz my box0rz haha. Then we went to her house to watch Minority Report. Good movie... but my mom came to pick me up before we could finish it. So it`ll be continued on Friday, along with my first viewing of Pirates of the Caribbean. Hopefully we can go to TGIF`s to eat steak with Henry afterwards.

Okay, now to record why I picked "shytide" as my user name: it`s an anagram of a word that relates to my current... interest of Hyde. And... I never understood how and where did "Hydeist" come from, but that`s another word that relates to him. Thus the title of the site: what`s in a word? Hydeist. Just a clue, in which I have exposed the answer to in this blog. How smart of me, no? As for the layout, I will admit that I took the general CSS off blogskins.com, but I had to edit a huge part of it so that everything would be automated, unlike the skin, which had everything manual. I also took this sexy picture of Hyde and fit it onto my site. Lots of moving around, and yup, I`m proud to say that I`ve pretty much made this thing. pwned!

P.S. Please, please, please stop asking me for homework help. It`s driving me insane. This is the reason why I`ve been acting like a total bitch lately.